True – My infancy.

“I HAVE COME TO THOSE WHO WANT TO BREAK FREE”

Do you want to break free?

I RETURNED TO THE WORLD OF THE LIVING, INTEGRATING INTO A BIOLOGICAL BODY IN ORDER TO RETURN THE TRUTH AND GIVE ETERNAL LIFE TO EVERYONE WHO WANTS IT.

My infancy.

I remember everything that happened to me, starting from my earliest infancy. I can tell you a lot about the earliest moments of my life in this biological body.

I remember my mother feeding me with breast milk. These are completely unusual sensations. During the earliest infancy, the perception of the external World is completely built on sensations. This is a completely different type of perception of Life. Initially, only a very small part of sensations is available to everyone. In my earliest infancy, I was not yet able to perceive and realize light, as if I were in some kind of “special” darkness.

I remember the sensation of touch. I remember my mother touching me. I remember her warm hands carefully embracing me. Then these hands lift me up. I smell my mother’s body. I smell her mother’s milk. I feel a feeling of hunger. I begin to look for a source of food. I feel my facial muscles contracting, and my mouth begins to make grasping movements. I feel warm food in my mouth. The muscles of my face, tongue and throat begin to contract, absorbing the warm nutritious liquid. I feel pleasure from the process of saturation. A moment of relaxation comes. The muscles relax. And, I fall asleep contentedly.

I was most aware of sensations from a small area on my face. This area includes the nasolabial triangle, part of the forehead and part of the chin. The rest of the body perceives sensory sensations, but without local detail.

I will continue my story. After a while, I wake up. I feel that my body is experiencing discomfort. I feel that something is constraining my body, preventing me from taking the desired pose. I feel unpleasant. I begin to twist in different directions and feel that the barriers constraining me are weakening. I feel how my legs are pressed to my body. I feel good and comfortable again. I fall asleep.

After I integrated with the body, I learned to perceive my body. I learned to be aware of my body. I learned to control my body. Gradually, the perception of the World became more and more complete. I became able to BE AWARE of the sensory signals from the retina. I became able to see the World. I became able to BE AWARE of the heard sounds of the World. I learned to consciously control my body.

I can recall any moment of my childhood.

Remembering myself at the age of one, I remember what my crib looked like. I remember standing on the mattress, holding on to the bars of the crib with my hands, and looking around. I remember my toys. Much later, I asked my mother at what time in my childhood I had such a crib. She answered that such a crib existed when I was from six months to one and a half years old, and then they bought me a new crib.

I remember lying in a stroller. I remember its white inner walls with blue flowers. At that time, this pram seemed huge to me. Something was very high up, casting a shadow on my face and chest. The sides of the pram seemed very high. I remember lying on my back in this pram and looking at the inside of the pram. I remember looking up at times and seeing light and people’s faces. These faces are large. They smile at me and talk to me.

Sincerely yours, Dr. Gen.